Malaysia’s gold medal hope in the Paris 2024 Olympics, Dato’ Azizulhasni Awang, issued an emotional apology to the nation as the event came to an end.
The seasoned cyclist, who has been a beacon of hope for Malaysia, was disqualified for overtaking the pacer before the pacer had left the track, an error that shattered the country’s dream of clinching its first-ever Olympic gold medal.
Sorry for not bringing home the nation’s first gold
In a heartfelt statement on Facebook, Dato’ Azizul Hasniawang expressed deep regret over the incident.
“To all Malaysians, I sincerely apologize for what happened at the Paris Olympics and for not being able to realize everyone’s dream of bringing home the nation’s first gold medal,” he said, acknowledging the weight of the nation’s expectations on his shoulders.
He wrote that throughout his preparations for the Olympics, he maintained a positive outlook, envisioning a triumphant finish that would bring joy to all Malaysians.
“Throughout the preparation process and journey to Paris, I constantly held onto a positive image, envisioning that the finish in Paris would be a sweet story for Malaysia and especially for my career,” he reflected.
Disqualification
However, the reality of his disqualification struck him hard, leaving him in a state of disbelief and speechlessness. The moment he saw his name marked with “disqualification,” time seemed to stop.
“My body, which was warm and ready to race, suddenly turned cold and stiff,” he described, painting a picture of the sudden and overwhelming emotions he experienced.
Despite hoping for a miracle that would allow him to continue in the repechage, his hopes were ultimately dashed.
Dato’ Hasniawang also shared the deep sorrow he felt for his coach, John Beasley, who was visibly shaken by the turn of events.
“The saddest part was remembering the reaction of coach John Beasley, who was so emotional and couldn’t hold back his feelings,” he said, highlighting the collective disappointment felt by his entire team.
“Make peace with destiny”
In his apology, Dato’ Hasniawang emphasized the importance of faith and acceptance, drawing strength from his belief in Allah’s plan.
“Islam teaches us to make peace with destiny,” he stated, finding solace in the notion that everything happens for a reason, even if it’s not immediately clear.
Despite the setback, Dato’ Hasniawang expressed profound gratitude to everyone who supported him throughout his career, including the Ministry of Youth and Sports (KBS), the National Sports Council (MSN), and his sponsors.
He also urged Malaysians to continue supporting the nation’s athletes in the future, showing resilience and unity in the face of challenges.
“No amount of regret will change the past. No amount of anxiety will change the future. But any amount of gratitude will change the present,” he concluded, leaving Malaysians with a message of hope and perseverance.
